Bali- Berangkat n Tanah Lot

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Haii, rasanya tuh lamaa bangeet nggak buka blog. Dan sekalinya buka langsung deeh semuanya diposting. :D tapi sebenernya karena sekalian ngisi waktu luang karena nggak bisa tidur sih, :p . well, actually I wanna post some of my picture(not some sih, but ALL of them. hehee). daaannn ..........tadaaaa........check them out:
wajahku keliatan bulet disini guys, whatt chubby cheeks I have u,u
ini pas mau tidur bnarsis dulu sama Nur Hanifah. Kasian dia dijalan dari berangkat sampe pulang dijailin mulu :D
yiiayyy, poto sama Athika di kapal *_* nggumun baru sekali sih, lol :P
ini sama Athika(lagi) n Siti :)
ini lagiii :D
With Athika :)
Abis cuci muka pake Holy Water. Gimana? do I look more beautiful, huh? :p
sama siti :)
from friends for other classes
with siti n athika, again n again :D
sama siti lagiii :)
didepan apa yaa inii? =="
sama Esthy :) dia itu pas kelas 1 lembut banget. nggak nyngka kelas 2 (kadang)bisa gila juga :D #klo esti baca, piss ya es :p
masih nggak tau ini apa. tapi di Tanah Lot kok :D

Seharusnya

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Seharusnya Kugoreskan pena dengan tinta Mengubah sastra menjadi prosa Diatas lembar aku bercerita Seharusnya Aku diam dalam lelap Berselimut pekat dan gelap Dan acuhkan takut bernaung kabut Sudah sewajarnya Kulembarkan lontar berparas kata Sudah sepantasnya aku keluar Tuk naungi mawar yang mekar Tapi aku tak bisa Aku tak mampu mengelukan segala ucap syairku Hingga menerbangkan sayap kecilku Entah mengapa #it made when I was burden. Yahh, that is the risk for a student like me who is easy being burden, unstable teen (in bahasa: Ababil I meas. LOL :p)

Kamu

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Aku tlah lelah menunggumu Tuk setia dengan harapan semu yang tabu Aku benci segala sapamu Aku benci jumpaimu! Ingin kutumpahkan segala sesak dadaku Kucurahkan sejuta sesalku karna cintaimu, menantimu Mengalahkan bulir namamu dalam nadi yang mengalir dalam setiap darahku Aku muak dengan penantian ini! Hanya demi ego dalam diri, saat ini Ingin kutanyakan padamu Apa arti diriku bagimu? #for you who are far away n hard to rich right now. Continue your study overseas bro, n let us just be brother n sister each other. that's my fault cz ever love you more than once. but totally thanks for all ur kindness. u'll always be my great Oppa :)

Sungguh, Kegilaan Dalam Sepenggal Kata

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Sepertinya aku memang sudah gila dan aku tak mampu mengatasi kegilaan ini Tapi aku menikmatinya, sungguh menikmatinya Tuhan, biarkan aku larut dalam euforia kegilaan yang mungkin akan berlangsung lama ini Aku sungguh...... ah sungguhlah terlalu rumit menggambarkan hasratku untuknya saat ini Ketika aku memikirkannya Impulsku seperti tergelitik untuk meraihnya Dia yang berada jauh di ambang batas Dia yang berada di awang-awang Yang nyaris sulit bagiku menggapainya Mencoba menggapai, merengkuhnya, bahkan hingga dapat meraihnya erat dalam genggamanku Tapi Tuhan, izinkan aku punya harapan Izinkan aku berlindung dalam mimpiku Izinkan mimpi dan harapan memelukku Melindungiku dari tiupan angin yang mencoba menggoyahkan tekadku Aku sungguh ingin Tuhan.... Temanilah aku dalam buaian.

beda

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Hatiku semacam tergerak untuk menyapu layar keyboard komputer yang tlah lama tak tersentuh. Mereka sepertinya tega meninggalkanku pergi menjauh dan hinggap pada fatamorgana yang hampa. Rasanya, ada semacam dahaga dan kerinduan untuk kembali menyapa naungan sajak yang bebas tak berbatas. Seperti ketika seorang nelayan melempar sauh bertebar peluh, dengan gelora dan hasrat yang membara menantang mara bahaya. Aku hanyut dalam sungai mimpi yang kusandari. Kelokannya membuaiku dalam parasnya yang anggun. Dia bagai malaikat hidup yang nyata diduniaku. Tidak, dia tidak seperti malaikat yang ada di kotak pemancar itu. Dia berbeda. Sungguh berbeda.

Back to December lyric

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images n

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

Mocca-Happy

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Life is Just a Bowl of Cherries,
Sometimes It's afraid Filled with Worries
Don't be afraid, When Things Go Wrong, Just be Strong.

When Thing Seems up in the Air,
And Everything is so Unfair,
And You Stumble and Fall
Just Pick Yourself up and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,
Just Remember One Thing, My Friend.
When You're Under a Cloud
Just Visit Music and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,
Just Remember that I'm Here to Stay.
Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up,
And Be Happy!